Try It On My Own - Whitney Housten

Oh Damn this sooo lovely song ({}) :* <3

 

I'm wiser now
I'm not the foolish girl you used to know so long ago
I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes which way to go and I should know
I put myself aside to do it your way
But now I need to do it all alone

CHORUS
And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my the live the way I feel
No matter what, I'll keep it real you know
Time for me to do it on my own

It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
Too many lies
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
Not anymore
I never had a chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control

CHORUS
And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what, I'm gonna keep it real you know
Time for me to do it oh

BRIDGE
I start again, go back to one
I'm running things in my way
Can't stop me now, I've just begun
Don't even think about it
There ain't no way about it
I'm taking names, the ones of mine
Yes I'm gonna take my turn
It's time for me to finally stand alone, stand alone

CHORUS
I am not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what, I'm gonna keep it real you know
It's time for me to do it
See I'm not afraid

CHORUS
I am not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what, I'm gonna keep it real you know
It's time for me to do it on my own
On my own

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOWcTUoG_eo

tumblr oh damn its true!

so coolest my maann!!

I’m included type person who loved peacefulness and silent and i don’t know why i’m so loved that place!! I feel free if i’m lonely yeah but not really lonely emh maybe there’s one person who will spend life time there with me that always protect me, loved me, give me warming.

I wanna feel and touch beautiful moss and i wanna feel how cold most forest and trying to survival. I wanna make friends with nature :)

Difference of LIKES, LOVE, TRUE LOVE and LUST

-   Saat kau MENYUKAI seseorang, kau ingin memilikinya untuk keegoisanmu sendiri.

-        Saat kau MENYAYANGI seseorang, kau ingin sekali membuatnya bahagia dan bukan untuk dirimu sendiri.

-        Saat kau MENCINTAI seseorang, kau akan melakukan apapun untuk kebahagiaannya walaupun kau harus mengorbankan jiwamu.

-        Saat kau NAFSU ama seseorang, kau akan melakukan apapun untuk tidur bersamanya

-        Saat kau menyukai seseorang dan berada disisinya maka kau akan bertanya,”Bolehkah aku menciummu?”

-        Saat kau menyayangi seseorang dan berada disisinya maka kau akan bertanya,”Bolehkah aku memelukmu?”

-        Saat kau mencintai seseorang dan berada disisinya maka kau akan menggenggam erat tangannya…

-        Saat kau nafsu ama seseorang dan berada disisinya maka kau akan bertanya,”ML yuk? Di mana maunya?”

-        SUKA adalah saat ia menangis, kau akan berkata “Sudahlah, jgn menangis.”

-        SAYANG adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan menangis bersamanya.

-        CINTA adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan membiarkannya menangis dipundakmu Sambil berkata, “Mari kita selesaikan masalah ini bersama-sama.”

-        NAFSU adalah saat ia menangis dan kau akan membiarkannya menangis dipundakmu Sambil berkata, “Mari kita selesaikan masalah ini DI RANJANG.”

-        SUKA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata,”Ia sangat cantik dan menawan.”

-        SAYANG adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akanmelihatnya dari hatimu dan bukan matamu.

-        CINTA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata,”Buatku dia adalah anugerah terindah yang pernah Tuhan berikan padaku..”

-        NAFSU adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata,”Anjrit, T*ketnya gede banget.”

-        Pada saat orang yang kau suka menyakitimu,maka kau akan marah dan tak mau lagi bicara padanya.

-        Pada saat orang yang kau sayang menyakitimu,engkau akan menangis untuknya.

-        Pada saat orang yang kau cinta menyakitimu,kau akan berkata,”Tak apa dia hanya tak tau apa yang dia lakukan.”

-        Pada saat orang yang kau nafsuin menyakitimu,kau akan berkata,”bodo amat, masi banyak jablai yang laen.”

-        Pada saat kau suka padanya, kau akan MEMAKSANYA untuk menyukaimu.

-        Pada saat kau sayang padanya, kau akan MEMBIARKANNYA MEMILIH.

-        Pada saat kau cinta padanya, kau akan selalu MENANTINYA dengan setia dan tulus…

-        Pada saat kau nafsu padanya, kau akan MEMAKSANYA untuk nge-handjob kamu

-        SUKA adalah kau akan menemaninya bila itu menguntungkan.

-        SAYANG adalah kau akan menemaninya di saat dia membutuhkan.

-        CINTA adalah kau akan menemaninya di saat bagaimana keadaanmu.

-        NAFSU adalah kau akan menemaninya di saat lagi horny.

-        SUKA adalah hal yang menuntut.

-        SAYANG adalah hal memberi dan menerima.

-        CINTA adalah hal yang memberi dengan rela

-        NAFSU adalah hal yang hina, hal yang mengkontaminasi indahnya cinta

This is Mine!

I am A DREAM CATCHER, A BOOK EATER, AN ART ADMIRER

Reading is Part of My Soul

Hi hi hi my lovely blog! I just want you know that I loved reading a novel. But not all novels that I like. If about romance, I really hate romance novels about teenagers labile and I like the romance about love is strong, honest, defense, succumb and most importantly is love that never should have. And if about mystery, I really hate mystery from japan like Conan or etc and I like the mystery from europe like skandal, modus yeah it’s like Da Vinci of Code, The Lost Symbol, Angels and Demons or etc. So if about sadistic, I like all about Sadistic yeah it’s like Yakuza, murders by psychopaths, serial killers like Jack the Ripper and many more. And if about dream, I like all about dream, I like about dream of a child who reaches his goal. The last, if about fantastic or fiction, I really hate about fantastic movie on indosiar *haha everybody hates it* yeah i think it so disgusting and his lies are too visible and I like fiction about Dracula from Bram Stocker, Vampire like twilight, new moon, eclips, breaking dawn, the host, and Harry Potter. Oh yeah my lovely blog you must know that i was wrote a novel and the title is “Unpredictable Of Silent” this novel is about mystery, loved, sadistic and unexpected of lies, yeah I hope I can finnish my novel haha cause sometimes i’m lazy to finnish it. Okeeyy thanks My mistresses Blog for listen my ramblings :)

Random Taste

i think i’m little bit freaky for taste of music. Yeah in this year who was really modern and the taste of music was growing to be hip hop, r n b, or dj remix but don’t you know that i still loved instrumental, classic, jazz or some musician like beethoven, mozart, david foster, whitney housten, air suply, kenny g, cliff richard, jim reeves , the rolling stone, the beatless and many more. But could you think, at the time certainly i haven’t been born haha *laughing*. Maybe I'm influenced by my father's musical tastes yeah when i’m still really child i was listen kenny g, whitney housten or david foster so do you ever heard this “children aged 2-5 years is like a blank tape” yeah and i was and I have been filled by these ancient songs haha. But i loved that.

Oh yeah one more, i loved everything about vintage! I loved the English empire in the ancient times. And i loved when i watch ancient kingdom movie. But not only that, i also loved movie about mystery, code, symbol, and sadistic. Yeah when i watch that i can feel different sensation, i feel i was taken to another place haha.

And yeah this is me the girl who wanna riding a white horse among savanna to chase the sun