THE ONE WHO SPARKLING

dear, TUMNUS

IF THE SUN STOP SHINNING,
IF THE SEA STOP WAVING,
AND IF THE EARTH STOP REVOLVING
BUT THE ONE YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU NEVER STOP
sincerely, WITCH 


Best memories 25-09-2012...
I never ever think before that YOU will become an important person in my life.
But someday times bringing us to love.
Knowing YOURSELF is the greatest feeling.
I just never think before that I can really love YOU.
YOU have been changes half of my life.
Because YOUR breath is my breath.
YOUR life is my life.
YOUR heart is my heart.
May be its too over, but it is true!!!
Believe it dear, I never ever leave YOU no matter how hard the situation is.



Tumnus... you make me cry, you make me hurt, you make me stress, you make me oppressed, you make me being crazy. I getting sick when you notice girls or something like that cause you know that I'm getting over jealous. I accept you just the way you are, you've been hurt me when you love my friend, but I try being patient cause you were explain to me that it was the past but... do you know that this feeling this hurt it still patch on my heart :"( if you feel that I feel maybe you just want to jump into the deep river and never getting back.
Tumnus... I know you've been tired of me. Cause I'm over protective, I always cornered you like I didn't trust you but its true. I didn't trust you, I just afraid of losing you, sometimes you are flirtatious. And its make me breathless.
Tumnus... I don't know how the continuation of our relationship, I hope we can together until we die, getting merried, getting old together, have many children and being a happy family. But, first I can't trust you when we have to Long Distance Releationship cause I can't protect you and I don't know if you love another girl. Second, everybody judge me, hates me, ignored me because they are not responding about our relationship. And third, whether our parents approve of our relationship huuuuhhh its not fair!!! it feels like choose two deadly options. But trust me, I will make it true. I will maintain you. And I hope you do so.

And after all this time, YOUR STILL THE ONE I LOVE!!!

sarrah ulfah syachdi <3 fido laksono